I try to be calm on the outside
But my heart is aching on the inside
Emptiness brings tears to my face
Nervousness makes my heart race
Reality hurts and that's no lie
I close my eyes to supress the tears as I sigh
I wait for the day that you can come home again
I'm dying inside, I need you as my friend
When we're together, I feel that I brighten your day
I wish I could be there for you in each and every way
You feel lonely at times, you say no one understands
I wish I did and could hold your hands
Your hands that shake when you feel out of place
Your whole body shakes and tears run down your face
You're in need of comfort and I wish I could always be there
But we both have learned in this past year and a half that life just isnt fair
Life has brought us obstacles that we have lived through together
We've laughed with each other yet have lived through some stormy weather
I hope that we can spend more time together sooner than expected
Our empty hearts will be whole again and we won't feel rejected
With you by my side, I can help you stay sane
We can share stories together and watch the rain
When the day comes that we can stand side by side
Happiness will overcome these tears and I won't have to hide
I won't have to hide my emotions from the outside
No one will be worried about how I'm feeling on the inside
We'll both be happy and laugh with each other
Our lives will change just from being able to be together
I miss you more than I can ever explain and hope things will change quickly
I hope you get the help you're still in need of and can soon be free
Free like a bird that first learns to fly
As free as a soul that is wanting to die
You'll be able to live a normal life once again
I will be able to be more of a friend
Tears will become those from laughter and frowns will become smiles
Hopefully, with a little bit of good luck, we won't have to wait a while
I've waited long enough and cried plenty of tears
It feels like you've been missing for so many years
I know where you are, yet I know where I want you to be
I want you to be right here beside me
Sisters forever we'll live life as we should be able to
You will be near me and I will be near you