I look around me and there are so many faces to see, but none of them really even know me.
I feel so alone yet I'm surrounded by each one.
Each person in their own world, having their own fun.
People converse, yet my mind speaks to itself.
Deep inside it's asking for perfect health.
In need of patience, I take a long sigh.
I close my eyes and I wonder why.
Why am I so separated from the outside world?
Why does my life feel like it's constantly being twirled? Twirled on the finger of a devil who is messing with my life. The evil devil that is causing me all this strife. Overwhelming thoughts flood through my brain.
The confusion inside is so insane.
Will the troubled emotions ever leave my side?
They haunt me to death, I want to run and hide.
Hidden from the corrupted world would be a heaven of pleasure. Being alone would be an ultimate treasure.
But in all reality, being alone is not what feels right. Future insvisions of being alone is an awful sight.
Needing to be nurtured, I want love and care.
But life alone is never fair.
Everything special seems out of my reach.
Finding true happiness is something that no one can teach....