i haven't cried over you
no not for a while
maybe it's because
i'm used to faking a smile
but last night i broke down
cried a million tears
love shouldn't work like this
why isn't life fair?
i love you do much
God knows i truly do
i can't dream of loving some one else
cause i'm so fucking in love with you
and it hurts so much
to love you like i do
you hate that i cry
but i cry because of you
it's all so confusing
and you don't even know
and i hate the fact
that i can't let you go
i'm angry and i'm sad
yet i'm happy too
these are all the things
i wish i could tell you
but instead i write them down
you can figure it out
you're what these poems
are all about
you're my prince charming
my knight in shining armor
and you don't even know
you're the one i long for
i'm not going to re-read
or backspace any of this
because this is how i'm feeling:
vulnerable and pissed