"us"

so here's the story

behind the tears

there's a boy that i've loved

for nearly a year

i'll do anything

to be his world

i want to be the one

not just another girl

and the mistakes i'm making

aren't helping at all

why was it so easy

for him to make me fall

and he wont even trip

so whats my struggle for?

he see's me as a friend

that and nothing more

and it hurts to be with him

but theres no place i'd rather be

than wrapped in his warmth

with his arms surrounding me

he's the reason i smile

yet the reason i cry

he's the cause

for the sparkle in my eye

sometimes he drives me crazy

or even nearly insane

we yell and we fight

but there's nothing i'd change

and at other times he's gentle

and makes me laugh a lot

i love him with my heart

with everything i've got

but i can't be perfect

i keep messing up

but even if i tried

there'd never be an "us"

Author's Notes/Comments: 

it's a reality i don't want to face, but i have to. no matter how much i love him and no matter how much i try to be his perfect girl, i can't make him fall in love with me. i can just watch him through friendly eyes and pray he's happy, whether it be with me, or without me, i just want him to be happy.
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