Surgery

Do I love you?

Depends on circumstance

What an answer

I say to myself

So I attempt to caulderize

Memories like leprosy

And surgically remove them from me

Gently sever fingers

That penned hymns in vain

Then I removed the feet

That led me to her

Amputate lungs that breathe her in

Blind the eyes that misread over and over

And snuff the nose

That loved her scent on my pillow

Soon I discover she is embedded

Into my very being

Essence is burnt into my lips

And I can't reach my back

That she kneaded when swollen

When maybe swollen is what I needed

Then pushed me over the cliff

On the way down my ears still hear

Needless apologies and half truths

And I search for some brief blessed deafness

Before I land and try to collect myself

For the climb ahead

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