One of the bulbs in the hallway is out
Maybe I should change it
Nah
I loop the tie around the banister
Check the knot for tightness
It is pressing uncomfortably below my jaw
And around the bottom of my back hairline
I try to think about the paper I forgot to do
The phone call I didn't return to Leah
And other things left
Incomplete
The announcement at school
But the pressure pushing down in my chest just returns
Forcing out the other thoughts
Strange peace
Swallow hard