It's infuriating
Thinking
It might not be you
I want to fuck
Right now
But the misguided mess of memories
From a babysitter,
Grade two teacher,
Friendly off-work stripper
And third cousin, twice removed
Don't judge
Some men
Want to fuck their mother
Some do.
Off point.
You're getting the benefit of mystery
Or actually
Ill-forgotten curiosity
And if you hadn't fucked me
Maybe I'd have
Added you to that mess
But you did, so
I didn't.