It was the most
Depressing thing I'd ever done
Opening a bottle
Of royalty
At 730.
Never so unregal
This mess of me
It says
"Fine" and "De Luxe"
I don't feel either of those things
False advertising
It's not the advertising
I'm in it for
I don't know what
I'm in IT for.
Make the smile
Turn the worst to the best
I have much to be thankful for
Time to conceptualize
In the teeth of everything
Saying otherwise.
Fuck you, sad, for staying so close.
Fuck you, happy, for being so far away.
I've got the will to beat both of you.
Just you watch.
At least, I hope.
And that's the part
That's running out fastest.