Talk to me in
That voice I think only I know,
In sighs and silence
For which you are not known.
I ache for the language of your eyes
Whose fluency is neither beyond
Or before me
As I know the words yet
Through you the meanings change,
Where your wink and smile
Are an honour I dream not of.
But the only way
Shakespeare could have done better,
Or Neruda,
Were if he were me thinking of you.
If the trembling wind
Knew why it trembled
It would be because
It did not want to dilute
The unmistakeable beauty
Of your voice, or laugh, or
Whisper.
I wish to hear it all
So I will lay my ear
To grass
In prayer and hope
And not enough of both
Except for me.
I know the feeling of your smile
When you are not
As the glinting starlight
Behind closed eyes
Of which I feel I will have my fill, in time.
Even your absence has the impact of goodness
As it is because of you,
Maintained for you,
Inspires me as such
The gods are smiling at me,
In sadness, but,
So it goes.