I never wanted to hurt you,
Likewise I
Never wanted to stop loving you,
Or telling you so
And now I must do one
To dictate the other
Life is too short not to say it, indeed,
And life encompasses our life
Which, by gods, is too short
Though that would always have been true
I cannot hold in that many I love yous,
It's at best unhealthy
To hold that many breaths,
To swallow that much of my tongue
Maybe this is due penance
Maybe not
But my heart in the corner,
Sleepless and battered,
Knows, has always known,
What to say,
Even with that occasional false correlation
Betwixt the heart and lips
These of mine most of all,
Misrepresenting my best,
Overrepresenting what else there is.
There is you, and me, and all our still promise
Quieter than comfort, hoping and confident
But then again, graves are pretty sure of themselves, too.