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sometimes I am so sad I want it all to go away,
Id give anything just to have this pain fade.
I scream, and I cry,
and then when it isn't enough I want to grab the pills,
but then I freeze, and get so scared,
and grab the razor instead.
Sometimes though cutting, isn't enough
because I am drowning in tears,
and the pain is so strong,
I want to grab the pills.
I think how it would be if I only took a couple,
enough to make me pass out,
where I can be away from it all for that while,
and wake up somewhere safe
where I know everyone will want to help.
Thats all I want.
is to escape it for awhile,
and be in the arms of people who can make a difference,
but I am too scared to act on my thoughts
so instead I continue to cry,
and cut in silence.
