Cry for help

I want help and I need it now.

I need someone to hold me,

someone to help me through it all.

I asked for your help,

and you turned me down.

Before it was you who would say I needed help,

trying to drag me from counselor to psychiatrists,

all to no avail because to me I was fine.

I tunred away your help, offeres, and concerns.

hated you and regretted telling,

and wanted so desperately to hide.

Yet here I am at your door saying that I was so wrong.

I need your help, I really want it.

Im sorry if I ever made you mad,

and if at times we didn't see eye to eye,

but im trying and im crying out,

why can't you just be there.

So I don't seem committed enough you say.

I understand what you mean.

Yet asking for help is more then I have really ever done.

They say to take things step by step.

So why can't we start the healing

with this single step.

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