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my love
I know this guy,
and everything about him makes me smile.
Still no understands why he means so much to me.
I don't know what it was that made me so attracted to him.
Perhaps it was his sexy looks, and sweetness..
Or maybe even that smile of his.
Whatever it was,I haven't been able to let go of.
What do you do though, when the one you love,
has a heart that belongs to another women.
A guy whose life is committed and taken,
through that ring on his finger.
Who hears the words " daddy", when he gets home.
Words can't explain how much it all hurts.
Having finally found the one
I love, trust, and care about,
but knowing I could never have him.
Or even get that love in return.
Im still trying to get use to things being this way.
Still knowing that at night
he goes home to her side...later making love.
I use to cry at first.
Hearing that song of ours that seems to follow me everywhere.
Now while it still hurts to hear it,
and know all his great qualities, I will never have,
Our friendship is enough to get me through it all.
I just wish he knew,
how much he means to me,
and its not just lust nor obsession, instead love.
I know because I have never felt this way about anyone.
Never felt so safe, and happy.
