Confusion

I feel so sad.

Feel so confuesed and scared.

All these hidden feelings,

once exposed and I wonder,

has anyone ever cared.

I have so many people that I know and love me,

yet I feel so alone.

So many ways in which I talk.

Yet silence consumes my every being.

I am loved,

yet feel hated..I hate myself.

They say I am so brave and strong.

Yet why do I cry.

Why am I trembling,

and did they not see all the cuts on my wrists.

It's not your fault they say,

but who let all these people hurt me,

but I myself.

I will be fine,

yet its been four years.

Years of hurt and more hurt,

cuts,tears, and sadness.

They say I need help..

I say I need help,

yet I have been crying out all along.

They just dont know.

I dont know anymore.

Confusion has yet, but drowned me.

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