I've never been perfect, but why should I care
You've barely been kind; you've never been fair
I've always been here when he pushed you away
I stood by your side every night; every day
I'm sick now of living a life full of lies
Tired of hiding a pain I just can't disguise
As I'm busy fighting to set you free
You're fighting the wrong person, you're slowly killing me
You're pushing away me and all that I do
It hurts me so much, because I need you
The things that you say are so full of hate
But I still feel I'm bound by a thread of Fate
You're igniting my soul in burning flames
As you slowly crush me in your cruel games
Days, weeks, months go by without a word
But living without you still feels absurd
You're pushing me away and I'm falling apart
With a dying soul and a frozen heart
I'm fading now, you're forgetting me fast
As I try to make you my future, I become your past
You've locked me up like a mouse in a cage
I'm little more now than writing on a diary page
There is no where to hide, no place to run
As you pull the trigger on an emotional gun
My heart is bruised, my wrists are scarred
I ran to you, but you struck me hard
Each night I went home, running from life
From the pain of you, to the comfort of a knife
All that was then, but I'm healed now
I'm walking away, but I don't know how
I'm forgetting the fear, sadness, and pain
To this desert of my life, I will bring rain
So now I guess this is good-bye
I'll wave and then away I'll fly
Someday you'll regret it, trust me, you'll see
When you're this trapped, and I am free