I sit in the ashes,
Of what used to be my life,
My family no longer exists,
My friends,
They wont be missed,
But you,
The one I once held in my heart,
Somehow you condensed into an insignificant seed,
That has so much meaning,
I brush away the smoldering memories,
And thrust to the side all of the my experiences,
I hollow out a hole,
Deep and homey,
I sensitively drop you in,
I turn to depart,
I will come again,
But at that moment,
As you begin to blossom,
I’ve made Hell a better place,
For my wondering soul.