Lost my sanity in a sanctuary
It's hard to believe you are gone.
I know you're probably in a better place now,
but you left me here all alone.
I'm mad at you because I loved you
and I'd give everything for you to be alive.
But you left me without any mention
Didn't say a word before you chose to die.
My heart aches in bittersweet sorrow
I want you to still be here
But I know that'll be within the next lifetime
Til then, I'll just wipe away my tears.
You left me.
You are selfish.
And I beat myself up for that.
You did not let me help you
I would've helped you battle whatever you were at war with.
GOD I WISH YOU WERE BACK HERE!
Forgive me for what I say.
I only say these things in frustration and anger
Because I've lost myself today.