I stand on this bleak concrete.
My spine does not hold me.
I feel like I’m sinking in.
Gravity is not gravity.
It is claustrophobia.
This social atmosphere is enclosing.
My weight can no longer hold me.
I am weak.
I can see the luminescence from afar
Yet it fades.
Everything seems so distant.
Remote.
And when I am in an atmosphere that I like
I want to get out.
Stay away.
Be isolated.
There’s no one to relate to.
S.O.S.