what have i seen or heard
if fearing is wishing for death
elevated thoughts made a nest
disease killed my joy
knowing time will creep
circumstances speak loudly
as if screaming
yet i can't close my ears
my state remains
the world still dying
in its own decay
sin splattered soul
feels as nothing can break
the curse til glorified
my God is stronger
but with this inside me
tug of war
i am made idle and still
just what Satan wants, to kill me
what a life
wanting to be saved from this present age
but having a greater purpose
than being selfish and dying
speak.Jesus
do with me what Your will has spoken
before the foundation