That would have been one of the sultry and starlit
Friday or Saturday nights during the summer of
nineteen seventy-six, after Friday, July ninth, and
prior to Friday, September third. Parked at the
drive-in movie, my Pinto, without regard to the
societal inhibitions imposed upon
us; after the constellated nightfall, and in the
glow of our c.b.'s dial light, you had already
tossed your shoes into the back floorboards and
unbuttoned your shirt. Your request that I
unbutton my own shirt took me a little aback
(my torso not as well-shaped as yours), but
with that coy, impassioned smile of yours, you
gently insisted, and how could I have denied you
anything, after all you had done for me---
leading me to the new identity,
Starwatcher, that had set me at liberty
from the constrictive shadow of Lloyd and Betty.
Thus, I acceded, nervously, to your request; and you
giggled a little as, like some kind of acrobat in that
small compartment, you swung your legs over toward
me, slipping your feet beneath the flaps of my
shirt. The fragrance of your socks was like a
scent of incense smoking upon the heat of my
desire. Upon those circlets of sensual pleasure, you
footsteps' caresses danced; pausing and moving
from them to my lips eager to bestow, upon the
soft, warm fabric that sheathed your slender feet, the
most ardent of kisses. And neither of us even noticed that the
cartoons had concluded and the film (a B-type (horror movie)
had already commenced. But what also had begun (although I
could not, and still cannot, foresee its end) became the process
(first, Starwatcher; then Starward, now J-Called---which is the final,
most inclusive, and fullest version) that summer, Friday
night and Saturday morning, July of nineteen seventy-four, when
I was called outside of the house to view the stars, to gaze starward, and
now it remains as such with gratitude.
Starward
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