In those years, each of the three of them, in which every breath
was a burden, and life?---a bad imitation of unredeemed death.
I even believed that my beloved sky, with its variety,
had withdrawn from view, and had, perforce, abandoned me.
So that even the most expansive and sun-drenched day
was like a shriveled carcass draped in a pall of undulating gray.
Yet, I have no right to believe that you are unforgiveable:
that, in itself, would imperil my soul.