That Friday night---my roommate thankfully gone home for the
weekend---our room, one twenty North Hall, afforded unlimited
privacy to imagine you, Kaisarion, in the full blossom of
your adolescence: your hair a nearly waist-length cascade of
soft, ginger-colored curls; limbs, slender; frame, delicate. Here, safe
from the prejudiced haters and prudes (always ubiquitously
present in every era, I suppose), you stand casually, almost
naked---the almost being a pair of stockings (this garment was
designed by your mother, for your devoted stepfather's delight; but
these are your own, made for you by a merchant of Kos), woven of
gold silk; entirely translucent, except for the soft (oh, so very soft!)
opacities that ensheathe your heels and toes (you smile at the
thought of a boy friend's body, arching, even jerking, to the
sensual pleasure adroitly, even teasingly, delivered by
your toes, thus sheathed, gliding southward from his face, his
moist lips, then pausing there and there, and then . . . finally . . . oh
yes! right there). And, beyond your presence in this room, I see---
despite the separations imposed by the
time and space that humanity has so often damaged---the
interior of an apartment, second floor of a building on the
Rue Lepsius in Alexandria (the first floor being a functional
brothel). The room is in shadow, the lamp having gone out. The
Poet sits in his recliner, a book of ancient inscriptions lying on the
floor where he dropped it, having been startled by this real
vision of you, Kaisarion, your nearly full nakedness nuanced and
accessorized by those stockings which, now that you have
drawn them on to your shapely feet and smooth-shaven legs, have
become a part---and are vivified---by your erotic, homogenous beauty.
J-Called
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