Jesus saith unto him, Feed my sheep. Verily, verily,
I say unto thee, When thou wast young, thou girdest
thyself, and walkedst whither thou wouldest: but
when thou shalt be old, thou shalt stretch forth thy
hands, and another shall gird thee, and carry thee whither
thou wouldest not. This spake he, signifying by what
death he should glorify God.
---John 21:18-19
They execute the sentence when convenient
for them. One day, last week, our Brother, Paul,
was taken at dusk from the Mamartine
Prison. Friends said he showed no fear at all;
but smiled, and walked with spry alacrity
(the axman was shocked by this mystery;
but all the brethren viewed it as a sign).
Paul knew Christ is alive; therefore we live,
because He does. Death and the grave are dead.
This is the Gospel's truth, a fact, to give
us faith that conquers each catastrophe.
Paul was not slain when they lopped off his head.
Not too much longer, they will come for me;
yes, soon---although I do not know quite when.
A cross waits: I am not a citizen
like Paul, to be more rapidly beheaded.
The Lord revealed to me my martrydom
as nothing to avoid, nor to be dreaded,
but by faith in Him, wholly overcome.
He told me that beside Lake Galilee;
to this end, that God shall be glorified.
I hope the chosen guards are lenient
to one request---to lift me upside down:
unworthy (even for a martyr's crown)
to die in the same manner Jesus died.
Starward
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