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Mixed Emotions



I have so many mixed emotions

I don’t know which one I should feel

I wish this was all a dream

I wish none of this was real



I wish I didn’t love you

but even more, I wish you loved me

why do you have to love HIM?!

this isn’t how it should be



I told you I love you last night

but you didn’t say it back

it hurt me so much

and in my heart, you've left a permanent crack



I’ve given "us" so many chances

I guess because I love you so much

I love the way you kiss me

and I love your touch



why do I love you?

and why don’t you love me?

you're breaking my heart to pieces

and it seems that everyone but you can see



how much you hurt me

so much I cry every day and night

but I guess its up to me

to decide what I should do, and what is right