I can't help but remember
How am I suppose to forget?
Just erase it from my mind?
I really wish it were that easy
But it's not.
I can't forget you that easy
I can't forget how I felt love
You made me feel something strong
I had never felt it like this
But now.. It’s gone.
Leaving me feeling empty inside
It has been such a long time
Seems foolish to hold this pain
You'll never know how things were
The hold you had on me completely
The pain I sustained for you
Time and time again, I was foolish
Crazy about the boy who loved me
Or as the case maybe.. Didn’t.
How could I love you after all that?
Why was I so hung up on you?
You hurt me so bad, I kept coming back
Had me wrapped around your finger.
Sad but so very, very true.
I just don’t understand what I did
Did I say something hurtful to you?
Something that made you push me away?
Make you break my heart eternally?
Can you believe I still think of you?
Funny after how you hurt me
I just can't get over one thing
I loved you, I loved you so damn much
Getting nothing in return but heartache
Yet it still was so strong..
How is it that I cried over you?
Over someone who never appreciated me
Treated me like some disposable object
Funny how I just sat and took it
It's just so damn funny
I can't escape this anger choking me
I just can't bring myself to it and I hate it
And I hate everything I feel for you
Most of all, I hate the way I can't hate you.