Tis the Season

Tis the season to bring guilt

As my spirits begin to wilt

Nothing feels right anymore

I really wonder what this is for

Your not here to spread the cheer

To kiss my head "Merry Christmas Dear"

To hold my spirit higher then high

But now no smiles, just our goodbye

I can't help it, I'm bitter inside

To get over this? Of course I've tried

I can't help it now I've lost a lot

This bitterness, the pain? it's all I got

Sure I got memories the laughs we shared

But now it's Christmas and I'm not prepared

To spend this holiday without you here

It just seems pointless without you near

Tis the season for friends and family

But without you, how can I be happy?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

It's Christmas time, and it doens't feel right at all. I'm lacking my usual christmas spirit and good will. The fact that I have to spend this time of year where FAMILY and FRIENDS are suppose to be together without people from both departments just seem...unreal. Makes me cry.  Nan, Uncle Kev, Claud and Eli, I miss you a lot. It's not the same without you. :*( XOXOXO Love you.

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Reven Undone's picture

Great poem. I hope I have the time to read some more