Blood Is thicker then Water

Once again you did it

beat me down so low

Made me see things

I didn't want to see in myself

Made me believe that I was nothing

Made me feel weak and cold

Made me feel as if everything I did  was wrong

I felt dirty

Sick and alone

As if know one could ever understand  me

I felt tears build up in my eyes

Every word you said

Every slerd giggle you let slip

Every drunken breath

I knew  you would always have that power over me

I thought you could make it work

I'd  give it another chance

I'd try to love you once more

But you did it again

Blood is thicker then water they say

I guess it's true

You are everything I...

I am nothing..

nothing  nothing...

Just a spec in the air

Maybe some day I'll surpass you

But until then

Blood is thicker then Water.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

one of my not rhyming poems. Blood is thicker then water.. in most cases this is a good thing, but now?  not at all.

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Someday Soon's picture

To one of my best friends ... you know that I feel exactly like this somedays...I love this one. Its amazing! Blood is thicker than water...but we'll be friends for life. Im so glad youre writing and gettin it out :O) luv ya lots. this is one deserves a big star!! :O) byes for now Jenn

Marina Olevsky's picture

wow what an awesome poem... keep writing!
Marina Olevsky