I feel so much hatred towards you
Hatred towards everything you do
The way you say you love me
But somethings you just can't see
Everytime I hear your voice anger burns deep
And harsh words seem to seep-
From my mouth, you wonder why?
This happens everytime you lie
When I lost you the first time, it was hard you know?
But my heart seemed to heal, ever so slow
How can I explain all the pain I feel inside
It feels as if a part of me has died
But now I feel I'm over you, it's hard but I try
I think it might be time for me to give up and say goodbye
Hate is such a harsh word
Many times hate I felt, many times hate you heard
Hatred towards the one that gave me life
Harsh words you say split me open like a knife
But you taught me many things
Many things hatred brings
Like not to trust, love or feel good about "Me"
So many tears, so much pain you'll never see
I'd never wish the pain upon you
Eeven though sometimes I wish I were to
I'm not clay so easy to mold
In a few pages dayd, my life can't be told
But it was hatred that grew and grew
So much pain daddy,I wish you knew.
"Hate is such a harsh word"
I say these words ALL THE TIME. Yet, like you, I've felt hate and conveyed hate to my father as well. Great write. I'm sure you touch, reach and relate to more people than you know with this one.
Peace and Blessings
POE
this is one of the best things i've ever read. it's ironic that the one time i read this poem was the one time i could ever relate to it. going through pain inflicted by others is never easy, so once again im glad we all have poetry to help us out... very awesome, u dont even know keep writing
luv
Marina
HI~ sorry you had to go thru hell,it will be returned x10 but i'm glad you have a voice here at post poems,a great place to write and relieve yourself of pain thru poetry the best free dr. in the world,GREAT POEM~just a bad topic thank you,keep them coming LOVE & PEACE to you