I never cry anymore
I don't let my tears drop to the floor
I let the feelings build up in my head
I never let my eyes dampen and turn red
I never let people see when I'm hurt or sad
I keep in the feelings, yeah I know it's bad
But yesterday I couldn't find a place to hide
So to my room I ran and cried
I just broke down, couldn't keep it in anymore
So tears found there way to the floor
To the place they fell before
The thought of losing what I don't have to lose scared me
The truth of the matter I didn't see
I cried tears I hadent in the past years
I cried tears for all of my fears
I cried because I was afraid to feel
The tings around me didn't seem real
I was afraid to love and be loved, I wouldn't give in
The room did it ever spin
Until now,
Now I was crying, but how?
How did I let myself let go?
Let the tears start to flow?
How did I let the tears of yesterday give way?
Give way until the break of today?
But today I sighed
Because yesterday I cried.