I'm proud of what I've done
It almost feels like my world has just begun
I finally said what I felt inside
Even when writing it I nearly cried
I feel refreshed by what I said
All the words inside my head
I let you know exactly how I feel
And now my heart can finally heal
I wont take the heat for you actions anymore
And I wont beg for you to love me until my heart is painfully sore
I tried before to get your affection
Many times as a child and now as a teen needing much reflection
But I seen many things
Things you could never have been
I don't feel bad for your choice to deny me
You don't even know what's I've grown up to be
In a way I feel I have lost nothing at all
And my feelings wont be damaged
For your not here to let them fall
I tried and failed so many times
Should i feel bad for not caring anymore