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I wont tell you how I feel

not until its over

keep my secrets to myself

the greatest of all torture

Oh sidetracked lover

here I wait for you

the pain is twisted like my mind

if only you could see whats true

so on with these longer days I go

wishing for more affection

I sit myself beside the mirror

stare at my selfish refection

you dont belong to me

it occurs to me a thousand times

no matter how much I look

you will never be "mine"

I wish that I could keep you

my hands all you touch

my face all you see

but it is too much

if only you could gaze inside

see through my insanity

and watch as tiny spiders

build a thousand webs inside of me

thats how it feels when your away

but you have more important things

I just wish I was one of them

instead of being caught up in strings

I cant live like this forever

its what I fear the most

I need to feel so much more

instead your like a ghost

I can see you sometimes

I can feel you all around

but sometimes your invisible

and I am left to drown