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How Much I Thought of You Last Night
I thought I heard you out in the wind
through the sleet and snow
it was just my imagination
and it hit me with a blow
I let myself think you were in these walls
about to open my door
lay yourself upon my bed
and tell me you've missed me even more
all within the silent house
through the icy wind outside
alone I laid my head on the pillow
wished for you and cried
there I passed into sleep
upon the wet pool I had made
out of this sadness I had created
into a dreamy shade
In this dream you came for me
drove me all the way to your place
the sun was shining all around
so clearly I could see your face
so focused on what lay ahead
but I had never seen you that way
which is why my mind made the car swerve slightly
it was like reality and watching a play
Not knowing if I should interupt your concentration
I shifted in my seat and moved closer to you
the smile on your face lit the car
I knew that it was the right thing to do
we drove further and further
my dream began to fade away
when my eyes opened again
it had become a new day
All night I had wished for you
when I woke up you still werent here
It broke up everything inside me
all I want now is for you to be near
you have to be thinking of me
and you know I love you so much
I would give up anything right now
just to feel your soft touch
your kisses on my lips and neck
your sweet hugs and your stare
your eyes are so enchanting
now Im only feeling bare
Somehow I am trying to connect with you
as crazy as it sounds
pretending I can send my thoughts your way
but your still not around
I know its not easy to get here
but I need you more than anything
It hasnt really been that long
but I still feel the sting
Im wishing I knew where you were
should have asked before you left me
I only thought just about you leaving
the sadness was all I could see
now I have no way to get to you
you probably have no way here
so I will just sadly wait for you
as I shed some tears
Some day I will live with you
hopefully that day isnt far
because I cant be without you
I always want to be your star
