Encouragement

I love you

how can I say that out loud?

I say it because of you I am proud

In life I know you will succeed

I will help you with what you need

but you should travel on your own

keep in mind the things you have known

If you work at your goals you can achieve

Just remember in you I believe

If things dont work out I will love you the same

I will help you out without shame



This is what I wish they would say

but they will never act that way

they push me down and step on my dreams

theres nothing for me to them it seems

Their ideas make me fall to my knees

Their responses are more like these



Theres no way you can make things work

big cities are filled with jerks

maybe I am overprotective

but thats not the way I want you to live

you have no money to buy your own place

take that tear filled look off your face

how will you make it through college on nothing?

(I realize that myself, but I need encouraging)

Life is hard and you dont understand

(but I cant get through life when your holding my hand)

When we were young life was tough

(it will be for me, but why make it more rough?)



All I need from them is love

Maybe I just need a little shove

instead of only being held back

instead of my ideas only being attacked

please realize that I am almost grown

and that maybe I can make it on my own

all it requires is a little help or advice

no criticism, just something nice



Maybe they dont want to let me go

maybe this is the way that their love shows

but I really dont think its fair

and I know its not getting me anywhere

what I have to do is get out and prove

but in reality I am scared to

thats why I need them to say

that everything will be okay

and even if things dont work like I want them too

it would be nice to have someone to talk to

someone that I can ask questions

without yelling at me about their learned lessons



I'm slowly working at things without them

they make me want to leave and never come back again

I will prove to them what I can achieve

they will be sad when I leave

but I will take pride in what I have done

I will feel like I have won



The beginning may be a curse

but it will get worse

before it gets better

but I will get by for sure



But how can I do it without ANY help?

how can I get through all by myself?

I want independence

but I dont want to be sitting on a fence

already I want things that will make them mad

already I want things that they see as bad



but my life is mine

and I want it to shine

Im not living for what they see

I'm living for me










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