you hurt me
and you dont even know
you make me feel sad sometimes
but I dont let it show
I cant tell you
because I dont want to lose
I always show you my happy side
but yet I'm dropping clues
you dont know how much I need you
I wonder if your love is true
because your always on my mind
you affect everything I do
I always just wish
you would feel the same
to have to wonder
makes me feel ashamed
you only seem to want me
when its good for you
I always wait here alone
if you only knew
I drive myself insane
everytime your away
the laughter that I let out
is just a game I play
There are times
you make me feel so upset
that I sit here and cry
my face all wet
but you'll never know
I will never say
what I feel
or that you affect me this way
(you hurt bad but you are strong)
that what i understood from your poem...
you have special way on how to simulate feelings and brought them out into words...
good job ... keep it higher as you can