you think you know me
but you dont
you dont see whats inside
you dont see the darkened details
that I try to hide
my rage, my hate, my jealousy
the pain that sometimes clouds
you dont see my broken heart
or the things that try to break out
you dont see that part
what you see is my smile
the outer side of me
you hear what I say to you
thinking I am one of the happiest in the world
but thats not always true
no... there is much more that lies deeper
no one will ever know
theres reasons I dont show these things
sometimes its all an act I play
I'm like a puppet on strings
theres no one who can see me that way
my feelings will stay where they are
I'm not saying I'm never happy
that is far from true
but there is more inside of me