I opened the door to a place i did not want to be.
I crossed the threshold and witnessed the dark side of me.
There is no hope for redemption no hope for a cure
Biding my time in the winds hypnotic blur.
The world is in chaos spinning around
Listening for the moment while my heart starts to pound.
I chose this, I chose to know you
Closing my eyes there is nothing I can do.
If there was a way and a will to be
I’d fight off the demons that are coming for me.
The past is just a number in a line of broken dreams
I’ll follow my orders as the demons so deems.
There is no love, no light, no guide
I left it there when the innocence died.
We’ll cradle the thought, the memory....
Of the person that I...That I use to be.
Like the trees that change in the autumn skies
We’ll dance among the living with bitter lies.
And when all is said and done..
You’ll taste the truth with resentment
And I will rejoice in the feeling of contentment.