Spin around in a circle
I think I'm getting dizzy
this is a broken record
playing on repeat
It's only one song
one verse, one word
it's the anthem to my mistakes
which I'm sure you've heard.
Up all night writing
this all just keeps repeating
A lash for each mistake
I deserve this mental beating.
It's getting darker in my head
I just want it to go away
wish I could break this recording
that keeps repeating what I say.
I deserve to be treated
like absolute shit
look at my past
God- Karma's a bitch!
I need to move forward
stop replaying this in my head
stop jumping to dramatics
like "it'll be better when I'm dead"
Stop hating my mind
and the trap that I'm in
might as well embrace it-
play that shit again.