my love
i have been trying to write this letter
for a while.The kind you would never same received.The kind i have been working on my whole life.
before , I thought that if i could write for you
something beautiful, something honest...maybe I could make you love me ,I remember being 21 years old till now ,
sitting in my room most of all night..thinking of you ......you know in these nights I could not sleep because
I know that its over between us.
but this night
i am not bitter anymore, because I know
the love that i hold for you was real.
And if in some distant
place in the future
we see each other
in our new lives,
i will smile
at you with joy
and remember how
i spent a time learning from you and
growing in love. that love
which awakens the soul and makes me
reach for more,
that plants a fire
in my hearts and brings peace
to my minds.And that is what you have
given me.and that is what i hoped
to give to you forever.
finally , i am sorry for a lot of things,
but most of all...i am sorry I never got the chance
to met you and to tell you that i will never be anything but grateful
for every moment I spent with you.And even though I keep searching
for the right words...all I really wanted to say
was thank you.
:)
:)
a Damaged crazy soul