Trying to stay strong
But i feel so damn alone
The only way out of this steaming pond is
to drain the sucker DRy
Tired of swinming in my own sweat and tears
Delivering on other peoples promises
that never took into account my quality
o
r my generosity,
only thier comfort in my selflessness.
I am a being like not too many others
whos goodness and light has slowly been leached from my bones
with no sustinance i have reached the form of a blackened stone
Heavy and compact repelling all light to the centre.
This is the state of being used one phase before ashes.
Self preservation embarks on negative pressures
better watch the fuck out when this diamond comes
the clarity will be blinding
and the cut so clean,
youll barely notice
till even as a paper weight
you wont find me
ill be sparkling precious
in anothers eyes
whos smile enhances mine.