From light hearted happiness
to straight into the ditch
they fuck things up
so easily and they arent even here
that stain wont lift and you dont even bother washing it or coming clean.
so this snap of mine turned into your violent negation
another length of silence,
how long before you miss me this time?
how long before you realise that you are
deaf dumb and mute with out me.
I am your unglamourous purpose
I am your what little meaning you have left in your life
I gave birth to your reasons
and I will surely kill them if I go
question is,
how long do you have before you cant stop me?
how fickle you are about such important things
and how much unecessary passion will you
channel into a pit that is no longer interested in you
because there is nothing to take.
it never was a giving pit.
sucked you dry now theres only heartache left to bleed
and it is all of your own making
the fantasy that they thought you were special
that they couldnt live with out you.
but I never could.