I've never been much in your eyes
your love claims different,
but the barbs are still in my back.
my jaw so sore
from the times you kicked me
when I was down.
looking up you seem so ttall
but your light is so small
hope is dying
everyday I feel further away.
Thoughts drift,
that horizon sure looks so good
my souls out there you know
and I so want to go to it.
It calls so sadly
and I'm tired of Being so alone.
Besides, my heart won't talk to my mind
anymore.