loving you is never easy
and I guess thats why I hang around
a hidden love sick fool
and you think I wont break
but I do.
And it is this I revel in
though you will never know
how your breaking of me
reshapes me and forms a dependency
rivaled by no other
there are those moments
so warm and pure
they make my soulmate
pale in comparason
and this strange cognizance
holds me within your field
and pushing hard against it to stretch it out
love the way it slams me back into you
broken by the power of it
the hard slap
of addiction,
the desperate apologies
written in my mind
never uttered with a sound
or graced my face.
Free to go,
and how I love it so
not a jealous bone in your body
I have convinced you of it all and yet,
I wander the streets of passion in my mind
scratching at that itch that draws you out
I leave you off to find true meaning
and return to find you gone
I break
and I
am
alive
and set upon me is a hunger
that will be served
and I ravish this
known passion
but I will not let you see
you are my controller
I wont
give
my
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with a label on it
saying it is yours.