I've tried to turn away from you
Deny the salt of your existence
Blocked you out vetoed your call
I turn my face and pretend I don't see you
But very memory in every fibre of me recalls
and I burst inside from the cruelty of this ride
A thousand chants to be rid of you and
Numb every nerve you tingle its a war
And I tire of fighting it so.
Where are you now?
I hunger for your loving eyes
Your warm touch, the safe in your arms
Right here but not present
So close but impossible to touch
I close my eyes hoping but
They are waiting thus I weep
You nor I could live
without the ones we keep
Love cruelly to be kind
I am not yours, you are not mine
I count the years spent hoping
And see many more ahead
Thus the longing remains
The loving kills
I must refrain
I disappear again
Into the white faced lies of love
;-)
I love the power behind these lines:
"They are waiting thus I weep
You nor I could live
without the ones we keep
Love cruelly to be kind
I am not yours, you are not mine"