ah shut up!

Ha ha ha
You're looking at me.
You still don't want to let it go
It died a million years ago
The first time you screwed it up
At the very start.

I gave you chances just to see
What human kindness could be
But in the end I'm no fool
I have no time for dramatic displays
I'm a doer not a sooth sayer
And each time you bit my hand
I had already numbed it with ice.
The piercing of my thick skin
is a feat not easily accomplished
And here you are unmistakably
One accomplishment less.

Must you play these wicked games?
Didnt you hold out a bit
Before the devil took your soul?
Ask for it back for God's sake and yours
Hold your self immune by choice
Not reaction. Hold fast and steady
Every sin paid for already, whats the harm?
It's a good story? Come away from the dark side
Choose by force and go back to your father

Keep trying I'll dig deep in my pocket
Of compassion and lend you a little more
More than what I save for myself, before.
I'm not so crazy though as to let people
treat me as you do yourself in stealth
I am deserving of more than base respect
I've been down but never counted out yet!
And mistakes of youth so haunting
Though I regret I don't find forgiving daunting

Perhaps its time you learn for your self
To forgive is not to forget
but to always remember
and ever regret
while realising the next time
your in that position you won't be
stupid enough to do it again yet;
And that you should know
Cause now you've gotten older
And know how much you've grown.
So forgive yourself I tire of doing it for you
And stop that drama queen act for crying out loud!
It's not helping. And stop with your looking at me!
if looks could kill; Far out wow!

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Adam아담's picture

Wow, SSmoothie.

This is... open, without a facade, spoken freely. And its moving to me.


Cheers,
Adam_San

thisisme789's picture

Wow! Nice poem! It's very

Wow! Nice poem! It's very intreaging!


<3

vaibhav's picture

well its a nice poem,

well its a nice poem, beautifully written,, and best of luckkk.

SSmoothie's picture

Hey! vib!

How are you? How have you been? thanks for your kind words :)


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

vaibhav's picture

hi SS,_)

i'm fine, know chillin out in holidayzz,, lots of wanderin.. so less time for proses.!