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Fear me
for am not the one you seek
For definition or clarity
i will drown you in uncertainly
in the foggy messes of your mind,
I will challenge every notion
and turn white ash and black coal
into a dust storm of grey.
There is none like me ever before
an ever again a flash in your pan
till you can't bare.

I see what's real
and I see your fears
don't come here
if you need something
without working for it
I know what
the third eye sees
and I learned long ago
not to resist,
they will only keep barking
till I do
I know the world is of many
and your safety lies
in the definition of
your own lived evidence.
faith being an empty entity
a mere falsity of the mind;

I have never once understood
in evidence physical and defined.
I never had the luxury
and I have lived with omission
my whole life.
I seek and only sought
to be in a place where
I am free
not of judgement
but of facts-
designed for all to see
the idea of me.
For I am a strange
concoction of humanity
I hear, i see, I feel,
I know others pain
mine is constant
and bared well,
yet I cry out
for the Pain in you

If it would stop
this empathic response
I'd be so blessed.
I'd walk easily
With the oblivious.
There are many who
go and live their
unenlightened lives
peacefully blissfully unaware.
how I do envy you
so free, so much solitude
With time to wallow and depress.
I am accountable
for every minute
of the day
shelling out compassion
for what I might say;
I read the pain straight away.
Have you felt
the terrible guilt of infliction?

Pain multiplies a billion times
when the slight is Infact intended.
Enjoy your freedom
there is comfort in
black and white,
there is holy in the gray.
Fear me because
I know your pain
I know your source.
If only I could be free
be oblivious
and leave my thoughts
out without an equal
rebound response
to be free to leave
the troubled playful thoughts
of my mind
with out consequence
of a flood of inflicted
emotion.

How beautiful
it would be
to be so cold.
Negate and disconnect
and walk away
but alas no
for your emotions
will all stain...
Pain such a small word
for a whole universe.