To tha beats in ma chest,
Tha melody it plays,
Melancholy raindrops,
Wash my pride away..
I scream in silence..
Ripples echo into space.
Strainin' my ears,
To hear a reminder,
Do I even exist?
But...silence.
Persists.
Who cares if I'm real?
I just look into tha mirror,
To reflect upon ma soul,
And see nothing but a blank stare,
Into thin air, glass and steel,
Watch me disappear until..
I've become invisible.
Seen but not felt,
Into these 4 walls and words I melt.
I trace my dreams in chalk.
Cuz they stillborn.
Dead aborted in my heart.
Before I even give them,
The chance to start.
Only in ma mind..
Can I be free.
This body is a prison,
My soul captivated,
By these thoughts of me.
Ain't no parole,
My life's a life sentence.
No early release or out fo' probation.
I'm a prisoner-fo'-life,
But is anybody listenin'?
Check 1, check 2, testin', testin'?
Yo...
Is this thing
on...?
Who'm I even asking...?