I won't sleep tonight.
I haven't been sleeping at all.
Without having you to love.
Who'll be there to break my fall?
I couldn't show you then.
Didn't want you to see,
how vulnerable I really am.
We were such special friends.
I can't see that its all over now.
I don't know what to do.
I never showed you then.
Now I cry for you.
I'll cry for you.
Relationships always come to an end.
Our ship was sure to have sunk.
If I had a choice,
I don't know if I'd set sail again.
I'm feeling like a lonely pirate.
Yearning for you I'm miserably drunk.
Intoxicated on your vivid memory.
I look for you,
In every smiling face I see.
I never showed you then.
I was stuborn and utterly proud.
Another stormy voyage has come to an end.
I don't know what to do.
I never showed you then.
Now I cry for you.
I'll cry for you.
I never thought love ran so deep.
Now when I think of you,
I'm taken aback and I weep.
I know I've broken your heart.
Shattered it all the way through.
I never said I was perfect,
That is what I tried being for you.
I'd like to say I'm sorry.
I apologize to both myself and you.
Cause' now sobriety has seeped in.
Now I see this world in shades of blue.
I don't know what to do.
I never showed you then.
Now I cry for you.
I'll cry for you.
I know you thought I was cold.
That my heart was made of stone.
But I weep for what we once were.
When its quiet and I'm all alone.
Sometimes I wish I had cried next to you.
Just so you would've had a visual,
Of my love for you bleeding through.
I don't know what to do.
I never showed you then.
Now I cry for you.
I'll cry for you.
The saddest part of it,
Was that we weren't ment to fit.
I was already broken before I met you.
Which is why I never cried in front of you.
heh I feel for you my friend... and it's bs when people say guys can't cry...
all I can say is this... soon you'll forget her name and the day she comes crawling back into your life for the mistakes made of walking away... you'll have all the power to make or break her.
how you choose to handle that I'll leave to you... but don't think that everything's the end. Girls can mean a lot... but only if you mean the same to em heh. Keep your head up and don't let a past love get you down... just look to the future and know there'll be people out there who probably have just as much to give as you do.
keep the angry metal music on to distract yourself if you have any haha