Stimulated by this sweet life threatening disease
I am heavily distorted but I don't give a damn
Travelling through life to the most different beat
The cries of perfection weep to my shell of a body
Begging me to join their league but I shall refuse
A rage of hormones takes me into it's wide open arms
I am a fighter and I won't break under this pressure
The pride of being who I am dismisses any doubt
You can leave now and take your excuses with you
My heart is not something to be easily tampered with
So keep away and nobody will get hurt in this duel
Except maybe me
Shovel deep into my thoughts looking for something
That plainly isn't there for you to seek
Cram uselessness into my mouth to prevent this
Becoming myself and taking control over my shell
This life is more difficult than you imagine it to be
I was dazed and confused until I met me
Now that I have found me I won't let go