Blink repeatedly
Seeping into my thoughts
Make it stop
Make it go away
I have no control of myself
Let alone what I do or
Who I hurt in the process
Close my eyes
In a sorry attempt
To shield myself
Drops shimmer faintly
To my dismay none of my efforts
Were worth the pain
Were worth the consequences
Bored into my skull
Scarring my memories
Painting over them in black
Remember everything
But can recall nothing
It's all gone...