my mother was the child
i was always the adult
when i was five i was left
with my younger brother
she was always running after her boyfriends
sometimes they were girlfriends
they were never nice
they smacked and hit and screamed
that night with my brother
i heard sirens wail
and instead of finding comfort
i felt ill
to this day i hate police
and when the phone rings at night, i see her face
drugs made her skinny and frail
i remember this from when i was little
and though i did not comprehend back then
the stores i hear now seem to have no end